Text/Call someone and talk to them. It helps to get it out:
https://www.translifeline.org/
http://www.crisistextline.org/
Suicidepreventionlifeline.orgIf you can, remove everyone that hurts you out out your life. From your ask, I can’t tell if your parents support you or not, or your exact age, so I don’t know if you can remove your parents from your life.
Spend more time with the people that respect you, tell them about the people that aren’t respecting you, ask them to help you. Ask them to be your defense.
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Keep holding on, you deserve to be happy.